Hi. I'm a little young to be doing this (15) but I don't have another place to turn. I'm terrified of going out to eat because I know that all I'm going to order is french fries and occasionally grilled cheese if they have it. I dream to eat "normally" and to sit down at a table and just eat a healthy meal. I want to have a nice body and to be strong because I am a cheerleader, but its so hard when the only protein you eat is peanut butter. I want to eventually go on a date and be able to eat at a nice fancy restaurant and not be worried out of my mind. I want to eat with my family on Thanksgiving. I want to have a family one day and have meals at the table with them. I envy people who eat "normally". Is there any way I could be like them? I know this is supposed to be accepting, but I really can't. I want to stop making excuses for not going out with my friends or not eating lunch. Please, just help.