i go by em and im 21 years old. i feel a lot of comfort knowing there are a lot of people like me out there. i hate a lot of the textures, smells, and appearances of food. i admit that my safe foods aren't always the best of choices and have lead me to some health concerns. i have adhd so i always wondered if maybe that has something to do with it. the last sleepover i went to, i kept worrying about food and the possibility of explaining that i'm so picky. a past of people who werent willing to understand doesnt help. i sometimes worry that maybe i have selective eating disorder. sometimes trying new things isn't always bad but it takes me so long to even do it because of fear. i'm just not sure how to turn things around at this point because i want to get better with this for the sake of my own health.