Always thought I was alone dealing with this it's hard to talk about with anyone your feelings like your being judged it's hard to get people understand especially when I don't understand why it can control your life your social life always making excuses people don't seem to understand it's not that easy to deal with imagine having a panic attack over dinner , it will affect your relationship it hurts but I understand why women would get flustered and leave though it hurts I get it I don't expect any woman to have to be in a relationship or married to me it just ruins everything , it will get old quick eating the same thing on regular basis, you feel bad about for people invite you to dinner then make excuses come off as being rude if it were easy as people think it is I would not be a grown man dealing with it imagine a a invisible wall just Pop up in front of your mouth even when you force yourself there nothing wrong with the food but any thing outside your limited diet trigger your gag reflex I hate it it takes e toll on your mental health and there seems to be no way you can think of to deal with this just feel alone anyone outside family and friends well them to don't get it they have all just got use to the way I am , I don't want to be alone but I don't expect any woman to have deal with me it always starts they think it's no big deal you will get use to it but doesn't take long before them to get annoyed have enough it then back to single again to the point you just give up looking for a woman that would be willing to deal with me and this stupid problem your life seems to revolve around it I am kinda like a quiet shy person in the first place but this just makes it 10 times worse unable to connect with someone because of it so hear I am telling Internet strangers I try my best to to break this problem but nothing works , for me I think it's a texture thing is my biggest problem, on top of all that it can ruin your health because all the things your body needs to be healthy is off limits to me I think talking about it helps a little not being so self conscious of