How does this happen? I've been feeling really down about this lately. I'm 23 and feel like this will never end! I literally eat french fries, bacon, eggs, and Parmesan cheese pasta. Anything else is junk food (chips, chocolates) I don't eat any vegetables. I like apples and grapes but have to force myself to eat them. I've recently been gaining a lot of weight due to this problem. I want to be healthy again and can't get back to that place because of my diet. I want to be happy in my life again. Work is difficult being they all love food and look at like I'm crazy. My fiancé excepts me but it affects our relationship. I can't seem to figure out how to cope with this. Is there help out there?