I've wrote in here before but for some reason I felt the need to do it again. I am so disgusted with myself recently. I am gaining weight like no other because the way I eat. I've eaten this way sense I was 7 years old. I get made fun of at work, I can't go out to dinners unless they serve breakfast and Noone understands. They all tell me Oh just jump right in and try new foods. It gives me such anxiety. Tonight I decided that I'm done eating fast food.. which is just French fries. I felt like I was having a heart attack. Mind you im 23. Idk what to do.. I want to see someone to talk about my eating issues but the apointments are like 200 dollars a session. I can't just jump Ian and do it. I can't seem to find any tips on how to even start. I'm so scared I'm going to die within the next 2 years. I honestly have no idea what to dom :/